i LOVE dar ((=

i cant believe i spent so many days in a row with dar , havent left his side in one week ?! LOLS i managed to keep to my promise ((: i didnt think i could do it at first ! Dar made me promise him that [[ i will stay with him everyday(his house) , i wont meet any of my frens , i wont talk to any guys && if i wanna go sh0pping ,must go with him& i must not go missing/runaway ever again ]] in short , i am supposed to stick to him 24/7 hahas! i managed to do it ! cos dar has changed so much , i really do love him ((: everyday , being with him , makes me so happy ! He brings me out for shopping everyday && we visited so many places during CNY. In the middle of the night when i wake up im not alone , whenever im hungry dar & i will go down, in the wee hours of the morning to eat my cheese&mushr0om prata / alm0nd susu and his eggprata / tehh halia . ilove all these xD i simply love being with him - whatever i want Dar will buy it f0r me & he will try his best to do it for me, he pampers me too much already luhh. his little gifts and surprises everyday has really touched my heart . i love dar! even after i bathe , sometimes i'm too lazy to wear my clothes so i wrap myself up in a towel first & walk around. Once dar help me wear my clothes. He squat down while i hold his shoulders while wearing my undies. felt like a small kid. LOL. thats the good thing being with him , no need to do anything myself . i sometimes do think of g0ing out to play BUT i can control these temptati0ns , like i always tell dar . u dont play any games i w0nt too . afterall i do love dar alot && i dont want to hurt him anym0re . but i must admit after so many days with dar im getting alittle bored . hmms i miss my friends !! LOLS i have a BBQ tomorrow && i think i'm g0ing to go !! i dont care if dar allow or not, i'm going , and im also going to Malaysia on the 10th for a week or so . so dar will be all alone . He keeps saying he wants to go with me but NO!!! i need to spend more time with my sister!!!! Nicola .. agree anots? LOLS!
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