Friday, March 30
Slept over at his house ytd. I miss his bolster. Woke up he cooked macaroni with pasta sauce over and parmesan cheese. Quite nice .
Later went to Tampines mall to walk then went to Geylang. He wants to sell his n80 cos its a damn stupid blardy phone . The prices they offered were surprisingly lower than at Tampines inter.
Went to Heeren to get my blouse . $59 but after discount $47 . thought the girl told me $39 the other day ? hmmms . purple with black lace over . simply pretty (: dar kept saying why so expensive for a simple blouse, then i still buy . HAHA , guys. they wont understand a shopaholic. Went bk to tampines sold his phone for $36o. =/
expected $400 or more.

Went to Century sq. Mondo . Saw a pair of heels , exactly the same as my new blouse. Purple with black lace over . They didnt have stock so ordered it . Arriving in 3days time. So slow =/ He said so i have so many shoes already , im like a princess keep buying & buying . LOLS. He keep on grumbling lar. Ate at Bk till so full then went home . Didnt go to pub for the past 2 days. Heard the earned alot of money .
Going for my interview @ 9 tmr then shopping then off to work at pub ((: Mummy bought a box of brownies from Taka, It says The Brownie Factory on the box . 4 for $11 . All very nice. i'm addicted to it .
12:01 AM
Wednesday, March 28
Ytd Dar acompanied me to simei mrt , then i went to phoenix hotel with Lianlian & eunice for my 1st interview. Then was asked to go up to 9th floor with them for 2nd interview . L'oreal floor =/ wanted shu uemura . The interview was okay , she'll probably be asking us to do part-time first .Went to Cine , ate at longjohn the seafood combo , i only eat that . HAHA. Ltr saw those kinda Zippo lighter but its not zippo . Silver colour . Engraved Dar's name on it . One side ahboy the other side benjamin . Quite nice . LianLian also got one but her's she engraved lianlian <3>
Moved on to Heeren , saw two sexaye tops . $39 each after discount . Getting them either today or tmr (: Later went to Pub to work . Reached at ard 8plus . Eunice stayed awhile then left . Lianlian & i sat at same table . smoking , drinking & crapping ard . Dar kept on calling & calling me . Ask me faster go home =/ Lianlian was suppossed to stay0ver at my hse but Dar insisted on coming .. so ... in the end didnt . Oh ya at cine we both bought purple hairdye hope it comes out nice. Later at 10.45pm . Left the pub . Daniel sent Lianlian to redhill then sent me to simei.
He also gave me one pack of ciggy . Texas5 . LOLS. hmmms okay lars not bad . Earned $50 just for crapping & laughing , drinking , smoking in 2hrs . Not bad ehhs =x
The lady that interviewed me just called!! ohmygods she asked me to go down on friday 9am , 9th fl0or for 3rd interview ! whheeeeeeeee i do hope i get the job * yays * Hmmms Dar wants to bring me out , shld i go with him ior shld i meet my sisters & shld i go & work later ?!! hmms .
Btw my room is in a total mess , i just moved bk to stay recently eversince 20o5 . Always cant find my make-up and things i want to use before going out . So i bought a small table from ikea , placed a small pink minniemouse cloth on top & put all the things i need to use & wear before going out. Makes it so much easier ! And when i come bk can put everything back there (: Lasttime i used to put ear studs , contact lense ontop of tv , makeup & bag on table. rings & necklace on my laptop table . All over the place . Shall show y'all a photo of my new small table ((:

2:30 PM
Tuesday, March 27
ytd Dar brought me down to Somerset Mrt , suppossed to meet lianlian , eunice & strawberry @4 somerset . Lianlian&eunice were at cine , strawberry was late . So i went to withdraw money first . In the end they all left without me . Cos strawberry already booked an appointment & they cant be late . They asked me to look for the place , phoenix hotel . Was so hot & tired , cant be bothered to find the place . So called Dar , luckily he was still at orchard . Went to eat at Pastamania ((: vongole & pizza ! humpfs i want the job badly okays . Shu uemura cosmetic girl . hehes .
Lianlian & eunice came to cine to look for me . Their application form so thick !! jealous lars . LOLS.
Later Dar left , we girls shopped ard for high heels but all dont have our size ! All last pair , last pair = / luckyplaza & fareast's heatwave . Later cabbed down to jalan sultan . We worked at the pub for few hours , then cabbed back to east-side dropping all of them off & picking dar up then finally to my house . Was soo tired . Bathed & lay on Dar's chest falling asleep . woke up few hrs later . Dar also sleeping . So didnt bother , arrange the bed everything && slept all the way till morning ((:
hmmms now is 11.43am , Eunice said their 2nd interview is at 2.3o and i can go for 1st interview today . wheeeee! Mummy bought pizza & sushi ( california maki ) for breakfast . Dar is toasting the pizza . Shall go bathe now ((:wish me luck for my 1st interview . hehes .
11:32 AM
Monday, March 26
Saturday 24th march 

Met up with xuanxuan & eunice at Tampines mall , xuan went to get her pretty lip ring , i want the gold one ((: Later lianlian joined us . We four laughed like mad , gossiped , shared stories. Later xuan left to meet her boyfriend .
the three of us kept buying stuff for each other as surprises ! HAHS so fun ((: eunice & i both got the same wallet . Lianlian & i got the same mickeymouse hp accessory & we all three have the same minniemouse hp accessory n green / pink tortoises ! so cute . Got lianlian a piggy but she chose herself & i got eunice a box of pretty nails. we were taking a ciggy break when ahtong walked pass , asked him to hold the wallets to let me take a photo . haas
Later shopped around , went to Century sq. Aries . The staff think they're damn pretty . Piss us off =/ we kept laughing & talking abt them until they cannot take it they also talk bad abt us, then we bought earrings , gold anklet & i cant remember .
Eunice left , lianlian & i went down to bugis. Met her friend vivian , eric & bla bla . Slacked at mosburger & bigbird , so many new faces n xiaomeimeis =/ Later we took bus down to rush . Was raining so we ran . LOLS. Ahboy was already inside when i reached . no mood at all that night =x and some small problems later on worsened my mood , was open till 3.45am . Robin , lianlian , ahboy & i took bus back to east-side . Went to his hse , he was sort of reprimanding me all the way bk to his hse , abt i shouldnt let ppl cheat me of my money cos of the incident at rush , He slept first , i couldnt fall asleep i was angry cos i suspect that he likes a girl uglier than me at rush . So went downstairs the market place , listen to mp3 and smoke . Sat for 2hrs , till 9am then i wanted to meet eunice even though i havent slept for the past 24hrs exactly . Just couldnt sleep . Went back to his hse to change & prepare . He woke up , getting angry abt i going out . He said when time to sleep must sleep dont anyhow run . Anyway he hit my head , i got angry so i left for eunice's hse. He said he wanna brk , so be it =x his REASON : dont want to sleep , wanna meet friend , accuse him of smth he did at rush , too sensitive . At rush i saw it with my own eyes , what he did is in a way not really wrong but i'm sensitive so i dont like it at all .
Sunday 25th march
Ate breakfast at eunice's hse , delicious nasi lemak then tried clothes & she helped me pluck my eyebrows, now neater . We went to Tampines mall to meet lianlian . Ate cheese tofu , its damn delicious with chilli powder sprinkled on top but its very very spicy ! its at century sq basement . iminlovewithit .Then went to cityplaza , they did hair extensions. ITS DAMN NICE. *envy .

Later went to bugis to slack , After that went to Eunice hse to take bk my clothes . Then went home , all the way till now cant sleep . Its been 48hrs!! And i'm supposed to wake at 11am cos i have an interview later , now is alrdy o7am . 4hrs of sleep shld be okay larrs ((: im so stupid , have 2wounds on my left wrist area . They're definitely going to leave scars . How to go for interview like this , im so stupid ! was over-tired ytd & emotional thats why . hmmmms


4:32 AM
Friday, March 23


(our breakfast @ mcdonalads ((: )
On the way to his house , something very lucky happened to us. Found some valuables ((: Showered then went to tampines201 mac for breakfast , Egg mcmuffin my favourite! was only 10am when we went bk to his house. Still too early to go out . 1pm went to pasir ris , whitesands to interview for a job , but the girl giving out application forms was a bitch , short & ugly obviously malysian & spoke in a high pitched act sweet voice and her accent. yucks Sounded like she was seducing someone . So blinked at her and i didnt want to interview cos her face was like not happy & so rude . would i need to work under her ?! Many nice shops beside the MRT. Wanted to get my belly pierced but they didnt do it so ..
went back to his house , wanted to meet eunice for shopping but was simply too tired . slept all they way till 7pm . Got awakened by the constant riniging of my phone & dar's phone cos both were under my pillow . Jesmond & lianlian called & a couple of private . This private no. fcuker has been disturbing us for days . Ehs get a life larhhs. Wanted to go down bugis meet lians but i fell bk to sleep again all they way till 2am
. (the not nice $2.50 cheese prata )
Showered went to eat prata @ saffrons 201 ( the yellow table & yellow chair stall ) LOLS. used to go there everytime , the food there used to be delicious ! BUT now . not even nice ! cheese & mushroom prata $3.00 , cheese prata $2.50 wtf , & the cheese they use is those cheesdale square ones that comes in a packet . Not even mozarella =/ still prefer Mr.prata at 400plus nice& cheap , they use the same kinda sticky and stretchy cheese like the ones they use in pizza which is mozarella . Not going there again =/ after that came bk home & now im waiting for morning to go & eat breakfast again ! LOLS boring life ! hopefully tmr night someone will ask me out to chiong!! ((:
5:52 AM
Tuesday, March 20
I'm so full right now , my tummy is bloated =/ Ate so much today. 7am in the morning , Dar and i went to Eastpoint for breakfast . He ate wanton mee . I wanted to eat the green waffle with butter & peanut butter , dont have . wanted doughnut , dont have . stupid mirana cake house. Everything dont have . Then dar queue so long for my ice cream prata , DONT HAVE!! so angry . Went to eastpoint , burgerking , ntuc & prima deli . couldnt find anything i wanted to eat . So frustrated . Finally went to Longjohn for the first time . Inside is not bad , very clean, quite cosy & by far much better than all the other outlets i've been to. Ordered French toasts . Simply delicious with its maple syrup ((: At least i found smth nice to eat .
went back to Dar's hse to sleep 10am - 5pm Then my father drove us for dinner [ my mummy's birthday]three options sushi buffet at safra , seafood at longbeach or italian food at al fonso.chose the last one cos we already had seafood on Sunday .The food at Al fonso's is really good , the maincourses are all priced $20 and above and desserts , soups $10 and above . They give quite a small portion too =x but my dad said cos the chef is a genuine italian chef thats why the price . LOLS . Dar & i ordered spaghetti vongole tomato sauce , $23 per plate . If i eat at pastamania i cant eat 3plates of spaghetti okays!! ohmy =x what a big difference . Had tiramisu for dessert and its simply heavenly . trust me . The best i've tasted in s'pore . Its really worth it to go there for the tiramisu . But if y'all wanna eat spaghetti just go to pastamania . LOLS. Anyway Al fonso's is located at katong , near telok kurau ((:
Later went home , to cut the birthday cake . Chocolate mousse cake ? Ate a slice . So full . Didnt get her a present . So bad =x instead i wanted her Guess bag . HAHA. but i'll get her a present & she's sweet enough to say she'll bring me to different Guess boutiques to get me a Guess handbag or porter bag ((: cos she just bought 3bags but they're not to my liking =x And the brown one i wanted is out of stock . think she did mention wisma tmr ? not sure .
11:29 PM
Saturday 17th
Didnt meet Eunice & Lian in the afternoon cos i overslept , but when i woke up i wanted to meet them but he dont allow . Quarrelled abt some stuff i accused him of which he deny and i had 4missed calls from Eunice and 2missed calls from Lian and he said he wanted to give me 6slaps cos they call me . He's so crazy. Cried the whole evening for afew hrs . He calmed down and sayang me all these but in my heart im still angry. Cos he used abit of violence like pulling me & pushing and shaking all this rubbish . So i went to bathe , bluffed him that im bringing him to night safari , He wanted to bathe , i dont let him cos i havent makeup / prepare all this & he bathe super fast. Asked him to talk to me.
After im almost done . Dar went to bathe, i quickly changed my top from t-shirt to tube , packed my bag and left his house. Took a cab but the stupid uncle dont accept nets so he must drop me at simei to withdraw money & then proceed on to Ms. $15 bucks okays. Met lianlian & eunice at 7-eleven (loves them) . They were standing with many other girls , which i've seen before but never talk to before. We went in to rush as i'd still prefer to call it . Sat at the sofa behind . Saw many people like meibao , ida , ashley. They sat with us . Called robin asked him not to tell ahboy im at rush. Later saw robin and ahdi also! They also sat with us . So many ppl sat with us larrs . Everyone kept changing places ! LOLS . later Eunice said she saw ahboy at the door . Thought she joking, went to see . Eh really sias . I shout ahboy u come with who , then he got a shock he point to keng .
Later when they came in ahboy ignore me , they all went to dancefloor with bear they all to dance . Saw so many friends there and talked to so many unknown ppl . hahas . Lianlian , eunice and i kept on playing , laughing , run here run there and keep on looking for space on the dancefloor! so fun . That night got so many big groups but like everyone know each other. Haha and got like who like who and this person like this person . So funny! Later ahboy came behind and danced near my table . Two girls stood beside him , but the 2girls earlier on were sitting beside me and they talked to me . I interrupt ahboy while he dancing and ask him for cigarette , he pass me the ciggy he smoking . I went bk to sit at my sofa and all this while the girl was staring at me . Then she also sit at the sofa , she continue to look at me then smile , she say i sit ur place then i just smile . Later found out that earlier she wanted ahboy's no but he didnt give . LOLS. so she didnt know i'm his girlfriend and she must be thinking why i talk & take ciggy from the person she like! HAHS.
( in rush)played and played with my sisters until sia0s . Keng asked me to go out , he said ahboy wanted to talk to me. He said ahboy wont beat me de larhs. Ahboy asked me why i want to run away from him , why i come here with lianlian they all & why i didnt even call him to let him know anything. He asked if i pakat with robin cos robin meet him at zouk but end up at rush . Keng came out , help me talk to ahboy ask him not to be angry . Then i say "sorry lar dont angry okays" then i give him a kiss then he give a stupid smile (in my heart i thinking he spoil mood) then he said after this go home with him i said okay then he ask me ask robin to come out but i asked steven to help me call and i went to the other end to talk to lianlian & eunice . Wanted to go to babyface with ah hao they all.
But in the end Eunice cabbed home . Lianlian followed me , together with keng , robin , bear to coffeeshop to eat bak kut tehh. Later bear left and we five cabbed back to simei kopitiam to slack . Jackson was there too . Shared a mee-hoon kueh with dar . Later went back his hse . Reached at 6am , watched the fangfang feifei chinese drama at 7am.Couldnt sleep all they way till 6pm . Went home , went out with my parents to eat seafood @ 201 . Sharksfin , peppercrab , deer meat & bla bla . simply delicious then they drove me back to Dar's hse and i slept straight for 17hrs . These few days im really very happy and i love my sisters so much and i love my boyfriend & life too ! We all keep on saying we're not those kind of girl who stays at her boyfriends hse 24hrs and can only go out when her boyfriend asks her. Nearest can go is only Eastpoint then must rush back before 6pm. Good doggy! haha This joke is only between lianlian,eunice,ahboy& me! wahahahaas







( taken at sultan kopitiam , bear & keng with robin ,steven& friends behind ( lianlian & me at simei kopitiam&sultan kopitiam . lurve her )
6:17 AM
Friday, March 16
FRIDAY-
Dar was supposed to meet his friends at bugis && i was suppossed to meet lianlian and eunice there too . Didnt expect dar's friends and my friends to be together! HAHA! so went down together . Havent seen them for so long . First thing i ran && hug lianlian. Miss her soo much . Slacked at starbucks , had so many things to talk about & laugh about. Ard 11plus they wanted to go home cos i they've been out since morning while i came late . So shared cab with them & they dropped me off at boatquay . Went to look for Dar , he was at a pub ES with his friends drinking . Robin ,ahdi were there too . The rest i dont know , just some familliar faces & their girlfriends . SO BORING. i hate going to pubs , let alone being in there.Cos i dont drink , and i dont like achohol one bit and i hate listening to ppl sing chinese songs . Being in a pub is just too boring for me . So dar & i wandered off , ending up at a place located beside MOS. Very beautiful and bright place with many different colours and lights . Mist everywhere too . Also saw the place i saw on tv before , a bar that looks like a hospital , with the drip and
all . Shall go there someday ((: 

(Dar&robin walking infront , leaving me alone behind =x so bad! & boatquay , i took while wandering )
Later robin came to join us . Keng , xiaoger and ahsong cabbed down from simei to meet us too . Then we walked to Sultan . Heard from lianlian that Rush is re-opened at a new location but also at sultan only its opposite the old rush , same side as seven-eleven . Walked but we couldnt find , its actually much further up and its name changed to Teddy Bez (the ripples) But the bouncer , waitresses all the same . Since was already 2am , they said 6ppl open one jug $40 can go in . Inside was so packed , saw some familliar faces and the same old people who used to go to rush . So many people shouting gang poem , LOLS . when i walked in , million tears was blasting in my ears ,there's this weird but happy feeling came to me . Like im going back to the past , the good old days ! So long never chiong , so happy ! After it closed , went to take Nr7 home . Hate the long bus ride . one hour plus okays =/ In the bus ahboy kept on saying he's giving me last chance , ask me not to meet eunice&lianlian agains . wtf ? he want me to have no friends uhhs? dot dot dot . Went back his hse to sleep and then .. [ read next post ]
5:03 AM
Thursday, March 15
woke up in the evening , as usual. Cant seem to revert back to normal sleeping patterns , sleeping at night and waking up in the day. I sleep at 7-8am and wake up at 5pm. Its so crazy & abnormal! LOLS. Supposed to meet eunice , to work with her at the pub but i didnt turn up. Guess i was just too tired and didnt have the energy. She got fined for having Malaysian cigarettes in her possesion. poor girl=/ Meeting jy and huilians tmr , we're going back to hostel to visit. I think there are no girls left from our batch , all have either been discharged or been sent to girls'hm or cwp , but i guess they're all completing their sentences , its been so long already . i'm seeing more and more of them being free *yays* I do miss hostel life . The laughter , smuggling of food , quarrels , bathing together , pretending to be asleep when staff check and running to each other's rooms to gossip , disco nights in a tiny room and having 6-7 girls hiding in a dark corner sharing one cigarette.LOLS! But i hate punishments , area duty and confinements!! So yup going back to visit ah-pa & mummy grace tmr . Just finish talking to lianlian on the phone. Guess i missed out on alot of chalets and fun when i werent with 'em sisters. Too bad . Meeting her first tmr , then we'll meet jy later on . Lianlian's got the job at fusion . She says if her friend doesnt want the job then she'll ask if i can have it . Maybe i want , maybe i dont want . Hope i can make it for the appt tmr . I'm going back to dar's hse to sleep earlier so that i can wake up earlier cos all my make-up and stuff are there.


At home, Dar & i making salad with parmersan cheese & ham plus mango yoghurt drink my dad bought from overseas. Simply yummy !




For supper, i had thisapricot&almond swirl with plain meiji crackers. Damn nice. if u're a cheese lover im sure u'll fall in love with it. Im a food lover but quite a choosy one though. Shall update y'all on all the nice food i love ((: i guess i'd better stop snackin' in my room , afraid it'll attract cockroaches=/[[ just cos im going out with lianlian tmr , Dar keeps saying " there , i told u , ni buey tahan yi ge ren derhs (means i cant stand being alone) aarrgggh! he keeps going on & on. He'd better let me go tomorrow! i miss my girlfriends, its not like im not going to come back , i already promised i wont disappear like lasttime -.- ]]
3:37 AM