im so fcuking angry now ! i just came back from eastp0int and bec0s of a fcuker , i did not get my nails d0ne and i did not open my bank acc0unt yet. such a happy day and s0me fcuker sp0ilt it . n0 brains , pengwei n0.1 . irritate people zhui li hai larhhs. And now the fcuker is beside me scratching my leg f0r me , quite shi0k && asking me not to write this, he say will have bad luck f0r 3yrs but i d0n care ~ BIG quarrel at eastp0int just now. so l0ng havent exploded like this . Like crazy like that . i hate these anger outbursts ! i hate the feeling of being overwhelmed by anger! i hate him !! blardy liar-assh0le-bluff ppl-pengwei-disgusting m0ron . i was suppossed to open a new bank acc0unt (my money & his money ) under my name . So we went but i left my ic in the car , already apologized to him , then he said maybe dont want to open a bank acc already . (When all the time he's been asking me to open a bank acc asap) So walked to the carpark , g0ing to get my ic when my m0ther said i'm already late f0r my manicure appt. So decided to u-turn back . whats the fcuking big deal? after my manicure still can go open bank acc.rights ? fcuking stoopid lehhs. This is what happpens when u mix with ppl less intelligent then urself , they cant give proper explanations , cant express themselves , just plain stupid.
So he said he want all his money back && he dont wanna open a bank acc. anymore . i know his blardy pattern ( he want to open now means now if n0t he will try to start something) i was also partly already in a bad m0od c0s he keep pressurizing me to open quickly. Lost my temper , ask him , u want ur money back ? i opened my bag pulled out $20 threw at him when we were on the escalat0r . the money flew to the ground. He picked up. The lady on the next escalat0r stared at me. oh fcuk her too, KAYPO/. walked away , he followed . i asked him u want s0memore ? took out alot of two dollar notes & threw it at him agains. Then my eyebrow pencil dropped. he picked up and passed to me. I say your's what. Take back i dont want . c0s he bought it for me . Later my mother know we quarrel then she said dont do nails already. she walked to carpark . we followed her. At carpark i buay tahan . EXPLODED -die- kept shouting like mad like thats. So angry! so many ppl stare, think they shocked bahhs. c0s i dress up so nicely lo0k so lady-like but they dint expect i could be like this /. Dont even s0und like me when i sh0ut && go mad . My mummy says very frightening . That fcuker say like sia0 lang && sometimes he say cl0wn. fcuk him lars. I ask him slap himself if not fcuk off .cos he also everytime ask me. He just stand there like idi0t. In the end i already g0ing mad lers. Cant think properly keep saying i want do my nails t0day. My mummy try to talk to me i accidentally scratched her face i think. she got angry then dr0ve off. that fcuker said he will pay f0r my mani/pedi . Ask him why he cannot wait arhs , why? wanna take bk money arhs . He keep peng wei saying i mis-underst0od him . i w0nt give face to pe0ple who try to lie . Keep saying & saying till he admit that is he is the one who is impatient & he is the who try to start s0mething . i say put 870 in . He say put 900. Why put 900& withdraw $30 for manicure. might as well keep $30 then bank in $870. stoopid right . He keep saying put $900 nexttime easier to withdraw cash/. uhhms he d0nt get my p0int . making me super angry. Need to explain many many times then he understand. wtf? Anyway didnt do my manicure. He went to eat chicken rice. kept asking him faster , faster, faster . Abit po0rthing larhs see he eat so fast. He said he want a drink i said "No money" Later he scooping the last spoonful of rice i stand up walk off first. LOLS. walk till end of k0pitiam then turn behind. Saw him behind . Later he tried to hug all this. Say he dig n0se got pee-sai stuck at my hair all this. i laugh abit but n0t FUNNY LORS! im still angry = / uhhms u may think im a really mean girlfriend but im NOT. only when i go abit crazy after provocation, but im not really gd girlfriend either . just okay- we have both our good& bad times ((: after this incident wanted to runaway again like last time . Wanted to come out my "many pattern" but i'm still sticking to my pr0mise cos this is actually a small matter , blame it on my h0t temper today. I'm still not able to contr0l my feelings yet . Finally after blogging , my anger has subsided. shall blog on what i did to day in another p0st .