for dinner we had the yu-sang thing , for luck and wealth (as my mummy says ) After that master came to my home to visit me , he taught me meditati0n and to clear my mind everyday. Im supposed to drink 0ne litre of MRET water everyday too -faints- supposedly for blood circulation . its costs mummy $1000 plus , hope it w0rks ((:
My temper is really getting uncontrollable and i think its frightening my mummy ? shes spending so much money to help me, feel so bad! Dar keep saying you want to save ur mummy's money u better think before u ki-siao . LOLS =x Anyways Master said i must learn to have peace of the mind and learn to control it , c0s only when i am able to control myself can i then be able to control others. Its so true , i better remember and try to change !! i want to be able to control my emoti0ns and my mind so that i wont lose my temper anymore , wont explode just any minute, i dont want to hate people , i dont want to have that urge of beating people up anym0re , i want to release all that anger in me . i want to be able to forgive people easily , smile everyday and be a nice pers0n. i h0pe i can d0 it !! if not i think i might go crazy some day OR end up in jail . either way i dont benefit . so i will try my best i pr0mise ((: uhhms who some who may not know i change quite alot already ((: agree ??!! too much hatred in a person really does one no good . trust me .
later at ar0und 1am went geylang with Dar&mummy! bought alot alot of pretty bras and a dress, Mummy bought so many stuffs , said we wont spend much today but ended up spending $300plus! Not me , her. Ate fish&chips . simply delicious . Haha so many prostitutes. some quite pretty ! Dar and i saw a few china prostitutes behaving disgustingly . then dar and i imitate them. i kept tugging at dar's hand and said , xian sheng ni bo0k wo yi zheng ye hao mahs , yi ding hen shuang derhs " then my dar say " wo yao bo0k ni yi nian ke bu ke yi " then i think they heard cos one turn and stare at me from top to bottom . Don care lars , we just continue laughing & playing ! wahahahaaas =x anyway dar told me that bagay's boyfren always visit prostitutes! HAHA the first one to get aids is HER!! oooppss! i promised i wont be like that anymore didnt i /. erms nvm lars , start from tomorrow. Happy&contented today ! one last thing - iLOVEDAR!!!!!!!
the pictures of the m&m mint chcolates used to be my favourite !! asked my dad to buy them from overseas but i didnt expect him to buy this many! anybody wants?
