

i'm on the road to recovery ((: what has happened has happened , i dont wish to look back. pretend it never happened & i still forgive him . still want to do what i can to help him. i'm just so thankful & happy to be well again . but deep in my heart there's always this question mark , in my mind always asking why. why did he do it. why why why.
anyway slacked at bigbird ytd then went to Simpang bed0k with y0ngtai & lianlian to eat my favourite cheesemushroom prata & teh peng . Later cabbed to lianlian's hse to stay the night. Ard 2plus , Alex came lianlian's void deck to look for me. Dare not take the lift alone cos there's a funeral downstairs & can see the coffin. wahaas. Accompany alex downstairs for awhile then went back up to sleep.
woke up my mummy drove me to Tampines clinic to remove my stitches, not so painful but the scars. hmmms. they're so ugly. She had to leave halfway so asked Alex to fetch me. After he picked me up , went to his house . Then met Eric&xavier. Then we went geylang buy ciggy then off to ahwah's hse. Lianlian was waiting there for me. Ah qiang also there. we slack at his hse awhile then we all move down to void deck to slack & eat chicken rice. They all planning to go Cemetry after that but lianlian need to go bugis to meet her boyfriend to settle some impt things so i accompany her . Xavier drove us to Bugis then we went to meet Jonas. Jonas friend drove us to Boatquay ask me to look for ahboy and wait there first cos he need to do something & come bk later. Lianlian & i went to meet ahboy,robin & john & 2girls at a techno pub but too bad when we reached got operation. so didnt go in.
later john,robin & those 2 girls went to esplanade , jonas & friend came back Bq to fetch lianlian,ahboy & me. We went to Changi to eat then suppossed to go esplanade to look for john they all but the friend decided not to go . He sent me home. Reached home at 5am but cant sleep all the way till now. hmmmms. going for my checkup at Tantockseng hospital at 330pm. Hope everything is fine ((: hope all the ugly scars on my back , arm and upper ribcage will go away. i dont like it at all. So ugly. update y'all on the story another time.
10:08 AM
ytd night meet eunice , lianlian @ parkway parade. They just finished their singing session at k-box . slacked at mac , eat , smoke , laugh then went to eastcoast to meet eunice's friend .
At eastcoast while we walking to meet her friend , saw eric & ahwah LOLS
so coincidental. Later met eunice friend to drink till ard 5am then her friend fetch me on bike to chuplao cos i meeting alex . Eunice sit in their car but dont know why they drive her to other place . Lucky the guy accompany me while i'm waiting for alex&eric . Later saw ahqiangg , so the guy left first . Went up to alex hse for awhile . John was at home but Steven was not. LOLS
after alex bathe went with eric,ahwah,ahqiang & alex to eat then went to ahwah's house to zzZZz.
So comfy ! slept till 12pm plus then eunice cabbed to ahwah's house then we continue sleeping . When we woke up we all went to a Lan shop in hougang . Their friend ivan&gf working here, thats why we all come here to play comp for free. HAHA. i'm so free thats why i update blog.
my precious eunice sitting beside me now also updating blogg! LOLS. Everyone is playing comp now. wahaas.
im back to blog again =x just now ahqiang drove us to eunice hse to take her stuff then went to pick his kids up . bellebelle & boiboi. bellebelle let me carry her she so cute, she keep sticking to me , imiss my own =( she so cute & pretty laa. then went to ahqiang (bevian) house to shower with euncie then off to bedok cos ahqiang is helping his friend takeover at Lan shop for today & tomorrow. So play comp again all the way with eunice, then lianlian came. Eunice went off to meet her bf, she's going bk to ahqiang's hse later. Went simpang bedok eat cheese&mushroom prata with lianlian & her 4guy friends . After eating cabbed to bedok library to meet alex,eric & ahwah. alex,eric went off to do smth. ahwah,lianlian & i slacked , walked ard. saw andy. so unfriendly =/ then came bk Lan shop again. Nobody here at all. Ahqiang lying on the chair sleeping. ahwah,lian & me playing comp waiting for eric &alex to come bk so we can close shop & go to ahqiang's hse to sleep.
one more thing to add. I just realized the whole lan shop so dark! Only lian & i playing comp and everyone is sleeping on the chair! wth. haha and someone ordered mac. Just came! scared me. But everyone sleeping. HAHA. wake alex up he cant wake up. LOLS! After long time then can wake up. hmmmms now alrdy 6.26am. what time are we going bk to sleep?!!!
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wednesday-
went to bugis to meet lianlian slack , saw chowfoong ! so miss her, she was with all those ex girls hm girls.(qianhui,yanping) Sat with them at bugis st kopitiam . Later eunice & rebecca also came. Hi-byes to ppl like john , eric , yongtai , ida then i went to MOS with ahboy , ahy0ng , alvin & their girlfriends . First time there . hmmms definitely two thumbs up ((: danced the whole night long. Saw hady Mirza too. lols. took lots of photos but very blur so not uploading. After that had breakfast @ boatquay with them then went back by mrt . All staying at east-side. The girls are nice & can get along with me ((: whatever i jokes i say they also laugh. LOLS. so cute. Had fun the whole night!
Thursday-





Went down to bugis at night to meet lianlian we ate at bigbird , ken came and sit with us to chat , didnt know he's so friendly. At rush he's usually so quiet & shy but when ahboy not around he so full of nonsense. Keep making me laugh . Later jonas came , Ken left . We slacked at bigbird till late late taking photos. Ahboy wanted eat meepok so i bought for him, so troublesome tagging a plastic bag along . Later eric came , jonas left . Eric , lianlian& i cabbed to simpang bedok to look for yongtai . They ate there & slacked till morning then lianlian& yongtai said they're sharing cab home. They left leaving me & eric at abt 3.50am . Few mins they called asked us go to lianlian's hse , void deck to slack. aarrrgghhh! could have shared cab! so eric & i cabbed down .
Msged Angkong eric he was at changi he said morning than maybe meet me . So coincidental , yongtai & eric both know Ak eric . So we chat & laugh talking abt the dance steps in the past & the first time i ever saw abang style was at sparks, 2malay guys. Talked abt clubiii , boathouse & the past . non-stop laughing man , but i keep laughing cos got old people working out at the fitness corner . Lianlian also cannot control , yongtai keep saying nexttime i old , i will be like that . He keep asking me to talk softer . HUMPFS. keep saying SSSSHHHHhhhh in my ear!!
At ard 6am which is already Friday- morning , Ak eric came down bedok north with his friends, some with bike & one car . Lucky yongtai was there to chat with him if not i'd be so shy. Lianlian&yongtai went home .The Meepok i bought for ahboy i dont want already, i just leave it there cos i decided to follow Ak eric. I sit on Ak eric's bike & eric sit in the car. We went to Ah qiang's hse to slack but end up falling asleep . Ak eric , eric & me sleep on bed while alex , ahqiang, ahwah sleep on floor but later they went next room to sleep . The house damn nice okays. At serangoon. Very comfy too! The sister's room all hellokitty .
Later we woke up at 2pm . Eric went home , from then on i follow angkong eric all the way till Saturday morning . We went to Motorshop @ bendemeer , ah wah's house , ak eric's house to bathe, Lan shop to meet their friend ivan & his gf and wait for them finish work then we go tgth to eat "zhu cao" then to Ah wah's hse to rest then angmokio eat durian , geylang play games then Marina south arcade . Reach there saw so many many racing bikes. Scare me .
i think got about 20bikes including Ak eric's bike , ahwah's bike , ivan's bike & one car with ahqiang , ahbeng(alex) & ivan's gf inside . Mostly pillion riders all girls , including me. We all speed off to yishun dam . So damn fcuking fast machiam racing like that . They all "zhua you" very noisy . I didnt know eric's bike can go so fast , my clothes nearly fly off . Need to keep holding . So many bikes on the road racing i see i also very shiok . HAHA. really damn fast okays. somemore eric like to di-di siao-siao on the road , anyhow horn la , red light all car stop he the only one go , then on expressway he suddenly put his 2leg on the handle . i so damn scared okays! He say wont buang 1 larhhs.
haha. When i'm with them i keep on laughing cos they're so full of nonsense & shit . Especially ahbeng , keep quarelling with eric & they're so vulgar keep scolding each other . damn funny la. They little bit things also laugh. LOLS. i like ((: same same pattern with me .
Reach yishun dam , slack smoke , race . Got some puppies there so cute! i sit at the pavement with ivan's gf to smoke . Then eric sitting on bike so his leg is facing my face & i took pic of his angkong lols , i dont think he know. wahhaas , after that went to ahqiang's hse to zzzz . so many ppl squeeze in a room.
eric snore very loud lors!! & when he wake up he always say he nv snore . His eyelashes damn long , so cute like fake eyelashes ,even longer than mine. HAHA. slept like 5am-7am then he send me home . Up till now i havent sleep. Meeting eunice at town then at night either going rush ? fluid ? or maybe meeting eric . spent the last2 days with him really very happy ((: now im going bathe , den meet lianlian,rebecca,eunice & candy ((: shld be going fluid but all my clothes at ahboy's hse. SHIT. nth to wear . Anyways enjoy the photos.hehes

eric's bike , i love it alot ((: behind still got 24 arhs. haha

On eric's bike , ahwah help me to take , i know without helmet nicer but i forgot to take again without helmet . dont laugh
eric sitting on his bike when we at yishun dam . LOLS. i nothing to do so i take him. wahhas

eric's right leg angkong , dont know u all can see anots. haha =x
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